I Get Knocked Down But I Get Up Again, You're NEVER Gunna Keep Me Down

So my number 7 on the last post is concerning this half of this post. I said i removed it, but that's cuz it had conversations in it. If you have read my friend Emily's most recent post, you may know what im talking about. Yesterday was EMily's birthday, not just any old birthday, but her 16TH birthday. That day, "grishko" decides to go and vandalize one of the pictures on EMILY's locker b//c she doesn't like ME. Emily, has done nothing to her. Ever. Granted, i cried last night because i just can't begin to fathom how anyone would do such a thing to someone they were friends with for such a long time, or how someone could do such a thing to someone they don't even talk to, ON THEIR 16TH BIRTHDAY. But, since they have done it so much, i don't think they understand, it doesn't bother me as much as they want it to anymore. But, to do what they did to emily? is just wrong. Also, a while ago i leant grish. my boots when we were friends, and she wore them today and told hoe that "[she's] wearing them bc [she] knows it makes [me] mad" what she doesn't know, idc about those f*cking boots anymore! they are ripped, SHES worn them [whichs makes them SKANKIFIED], there is dog and cat hair ALL over them, and they are about 3 years old. Anyways, i just wanted to say, that I think it's sad how much of their lifetime they spend trying to ruin mine. What they don't know is they can't do it, because unlike them, i have friends that are there for me, that aren't liers, and that clean my room for me[<--noelle and megan! lolol] and that i really don't care about them anymore. I'm not saying it doesn't affect bc sure it does. I'm a person i have feelings. But someone who says they thought they "won" when they heard their mom cry herself to sleep [<--- solia] is just not agood person, at all. [Corney part:] My mother says they are jealous. Although when most parents say that, they are lying, i believe THIS ONE TIME! my mother is right. I look at Grishko and i realize after she lost me, she also lost megan and emily and noelle [even though she was never really good friends with them [ now all she has is solia] although today solia made it seem like if she had other friends, she would leave grishko LMAO. Anyways, she has no one, so technically. IVE WON.


Second half of this blog! =]
my mother was yelling at me today. again. my aunt was over for dinner and my mother decides to say "laura is taking the car for a few months in september when she goes back to school" jackie and i start flipping out. september is when i get my permit, but of course as soon as im aloud to finally do something it gets taken away from me, my mom is like "u cant drive it anyways" and im like "one. im not like jackie. ill knowhow to drive a car. two. i can drive it with you in it." so yea. now laura is taking our car bc she gets everything she wants. anyways, after a while i lash out.. "NO! this is SOO fucking retarded, all the rules get bent for Laura you do everything for her, we aren't aloud to drink do drugs or have sex yet laura get exceptions for them all!" if shes f*cking old enough to do all those things shes old enough to pay for her own car. later in the car on the way to dance... my mother says.... "the way you acted embarrased me" oh really did it embarass you how i acted or how i told my aunt you let laura get away with everying and that laura's having SEX!





anyways.
shouts outs to:
megan
emily
noelle

ps. for lent me megan and noelle are giving up facebook from Sunday after 5, Mon-Thurs, and Friday after 5